//--* L O T S A love & misses* - - lalamyloves.HA

2011-04-02T05:37:00.001+08:00

It's another unforgettable April Fool Day for me..

She gave me a terribly awful prank during this day, in which it triggered back my past memory.. Keep flashing back memory, I was very pissed.. I couldn't believe it MAY be the second time happens to me..

She realized something was wrong, and message me to explain, but in fact, I knew it's prank after all.. I just dun wish this prank becomes real, that's all.. I think I couldn't take it if another couple forms in this WEEK whether or not April Fool, I may just fall deep deep and never back to normal then..

She wasn't in any wrong, is just that I never mention anything about this to her BEFORE.. and so we had a long chat, and I explained to her everything..

- - - - -

Thanks Nic and Louis for hinting me arh~ =DD
BUT you two are too slow, cause I alrdy did so last year~
MAYBE I still love her, but really not as much as I did..
"Whether I still love her anot, it doesn't matter alrdy as I just want to see her SMILE only.. I would not propose yet or never.."
Sorry Louis, I did got the feeling BUT I doubt I got the confident to "hit it hard" as you said to propose again..

Thanks zharbor for explaining all these, as I said I never blame you for the prank, just that I cannot pass my ownself.. If I never tell you all these, most probably still in my heart somewhere intact.. Other things just keep it within you and me.. =DD
"Trust me as much as I trust you.. =D"
"I dunno why I told you all these, as I been keeping them to myself for a year alrdy.."

Sorry to those I ever loved~ I ever thought that I did my very best to win you all heart, but never did I realized you all didn't received it one bit..
"I ever thought that I been securing my love as much as I could.."
"Even though there's too much restraint, but I wish to have a stable long-lasting r/s.."

2011-02-16T14:41:00.002+08:00

Shifted to: th-untoldsecrets.tumblr.com

2011-02-16T02:38:00.003+08:00

My 2011 Precious Moments @ 21st Birthday
- - - - -
Imagine yourself in this scenario..
After work, loitering in the arcade instead of
celebrating birthday with the best friends/clique..
Having a aimless night, wanna go back str8 home after dinner..

In the bus, on the way back.. There was one friend whom pull me
back to town, she was one of those had initially plan for my celebration..
But I rejected her invitation since my clique booked me for
more than a month or so..
-- Bus 190 was reaching Far East alrdy, after which I dun wish to turn back..
-- I told her, "Give me one reason to stay in town.."
-- She replied, "Just alight lo.."
-- I alighted w'out seeing her reply..
-- What kind of reply I got sia? HAHAHA..
-- I was kinda mixed feelings larz,
-- "since gt ppl ask me stay on" vs. "emolicious"
-- Walked from Far East all the way to Scape

Seeing how lively their CNY celebration, envy sio~
Some busy taking photos, some busy chanting the "lou hey",
some busy taking chopstick and prepare to dodge the havoc..
-- Imma love this kind of scene, whereby loads of us
-- having "lou hey" despite the havoc they would create.. LOLS..
By then I just hide one corner playing my phone,
since I dunno MANY of them.. Den find my friend chit chat..

I became their cameraman for the night, hope the photos still orite.. =DD
It's somehow like a goodbye session,
and suddenly the whole group of them sang birthday song for me..
SURPRISE~!
-- Cause I dun suppose those "stranger" would know my b'day..
-- All thanks to da organizers, I suppose Eileen & Magdalene bahs..
-- They got everything planned since I "alighted" from bus..
-- Many of them came to shake my hand and wishes me too.. =DD

After the arcade session @ Scape with da whole group..
We went to the nearby Swensens outside Cineleisure,
I dunno what the whole group was doing, all stay down dere
dun wan to makan nor go home.. LOLS
I walked here and dere finding ppl to chat,
when suddenly "EH~" why got cake one?????
SURPRISE~!
-- Second round of birthday song in the public area..
-- A birthday cake for ME~! WHEE.. Thanks to those sponsors.. =D
-- I made the same 3 wishes I made this year

After which, HOME SWEET HOME~! =DD
Thanks to all my friends & their friends..
All of your left me a Precious Moment for the year 2011.. =PP

2011-02-14T15:05:00.002+08:00

It's just, all these little thoughts of you
I don't want to share with anyone,
because I want you to be mine, and mine alone

It's just, all these little thoughts of you
I don't want to think about them,
because I get embarrassed when I smile to myself

You came home so tired after working all night long,
and still you held me lovingly
Though I was only dreaming, I knew you were there

I miss you, I miss you
There's nothing more that I can do now
I miss you, I miss you
Always.. Forever..
I'll love you

Did you know? On that night..
When we sat down together in the train
When I sat beside you.. Did you know what I wished for?
Did you know? That night..
When we looked up together at that starry night..
Did you know I could see our happiness written there in the stars?
I used to be so alone and lonely
You changed me for the better, You always supported me, No matter what

I miss you, I miss you
I don't want to have to let you go
I miss you, I miss you
Always.. Forever..
I'll love you

I miss you, I miss you
There's nothing more that I can do now
I miss you, I miss you
Always, always, always...
I'll always love you

2011-02-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

La Saint Valentin to EVERYONE..
A song dedicated to all ur love one..

Singer: Otsuka Ai
Title: Daisuki da yo

zutto zutto daisuki dayo~
anata ga koishikute koishikute~

2011-02-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

La Saint Valentin~! Happy Valentine's Day to everyone~!
It's 23 hours more before my 21st b'day~!
I hope it shall be a happening one this year.. =DD
- - - - -
Hope all the one I ever liked/loved live on happily..
Hope those with boyfriend, stay on forever oh.. =P
Then those got no boyfriend, faster find one oh.. =P

Imma have a long run planning, just wanna find once and for all..
So if anyone worry for me, thanks ar.. I'm living fine,
although I'm still alone..
- - - - -
Actually I didn't intend of telling anyone,
but since she asked den I just tell lor..

But I dun intend to say it out directly..
Am playing police & theif with her,
gave her three clues and locate me..
If she cannot guess it right, imma gonna tell her infront of her..
ONLY if we'll meet.. HAHAHA
- - - - -
BBBBBBBBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
she alrdy guess right my 2nd clue b4 I post this out..
It's a french word for her to translate,
it's a word that I requires from her IF we'll stead for long run..
She's improving, and eventually is what I want from her..
Not those characteristic I mentioning.. It's personal thing..

My first clue for her, tat person nt sure to review the answer to her..
&& that answer is EVERYTHING for her.. HAHAHAHA..
Nice one friend.. =DD
So left 3rd clue for her to decode, that's her name.. LOLS..
So isn't hard I guess.. =DDDDDDD
- - - - -
I just wanna say I dun need her to change anything much,
I just want a "2nd clue" from her..
That's just the minimum I want from her.. =D
I told "1st clue" most of the things that even she may want to know,
that why I told her to ask "1st clue" about it..
Just wanna find some simple clues to lead her to me,
I know imma naughty.. LOLS..
Cause I dunno how to express myself right, so just be indirect.. =PP

Live my life to the fullest..
Fall in love with someone true..
Let the past, be past.. Move on..
I believe I can create miracle..

2011-02-10T15:27:00.001+08:00

Wondering~~~~~~~~~
- - - - -
Should I go Local Uni after NS?
>> Still pondering~! AAAaaaaaaaaaaa~!

What course do I enrol?
>> Com Sci/Com Engineering/Business Administration etc etc..

Can my O’lvl + Dip results get in?
>> O’lvl English D7~!! Nightmare~!
>> GPA 3.6+++, with 2 Director’s List, with 2 Distinction modules..
>> Poly lousiest result: D for Year 1 Comm Skills.. LOLS..

Does the course involve whole chuck of English essay?
>> Since my O’lvl English got a D7, dun even wish to retake alrdy.. BLAHX~

Would it be better for me to take private?
>> If I cannot go uni, most prob I’ll be taking ACCA..
>> I like business stuffs.. =DD

2011-02-10T11:53:00.001+08:00

Industrial Attachment Programme ending in 15 days, 11 more working days..
My only comment is,
“SLACK SLACK SLACK~!! Hardly any tough work, just some tedious stuff to do..
Dun see any future prospect from this company, since like most of the colleagues
not happy with the boss..”
Ermz, imma need to boost my physical & stamina everything after IAP ends..
MUST EXERCISE LO~! HAHAHA.. Been more than one semester nv exercise lo..
My running stamina dropped like mad, except my arm muscle maintaining..
Cause I visit ARCADE~! My favourite Bball Shooting Game.. BWAHAHAA..
- - - - -
The mysteries of love I couldn’t understand..
For the recent two that I like are totally different & I ever told myself
I would never like them.. But after twists and turns, I still choose to like them..
One is a straightforward girl, pretty cool person, and she’s the one gave me
the care that I ever yearn for.. But she chose not to let me enter her world,
leave me in 2010 and move on herself..
On the opposite, the other whom I give her the care that she ever wanted,
but she does not has a “clear mind”, that I pending from entering her world..
Should be spending Valentine’s Day off on my own again..
- - - - -
Not sure if imam having the chance to go overseas once more, before going into NS..
OR shall I wait after NS den go leh? HAHAHA..

To Be Continued.. =D

2011-01-30T01:36:00.002+08:00

4 more weeks of IAP~! WOOHOO~!
Within the 4 weeks, 2 half-day & 2 full-day OFF~!
CNY eve, CNY & collection of YOG cert.. =DD

It's happening FEBRUARY~!
2011 Chinese New Year, it's 4.5 days off including the weekends..
Collection of YOG cert
2011 Valentine's Day
My 21st Birthday
End of IAP~! Smell of poly graduation lo.. =DD
Grace's 21st b'day chalet
- - - - -
This weekend is my sleeping period.. LOLS..
I slept from 3am til 3pm, 6pm to 9pm,
w'out breakfast, w'out lunch.. LOLS..
&& now I dun feel like sleeping, had Mocha Frappe jus now.. =D

Later on meeting CYZ to help on her project,
&& to collect my alter pant @ Bugis Junction..
Maybe I shall do somemore shopping, MAYBE~!
- - - - -
It's like so many years later den I can see some saving in my bank..
The past 3.5 years working @ McDonald, more than $2000..
I dun see any cents left, I dun even noe how I spend them ALL away..

2011-01-24T12:09:00.008+08:00

It's has been 24 days already, this isn't any serious thought nor random thought..

It's so easy to strike back the memory, since it's happened on 2011 New Year 1/1..

Never been talking to her since then,

either I nv dare to move the first move or I trying to escape from misery asap..

I'll just gonna treat it as a Short Sweet Memory then..

The Short Sweet Memory should be able to trace back to 2 or 3 posts before this,

since I nv been updating my blog since then.. HAHAHHAH..

Am finding things to do, that I decided to post over here..

- - - - -

It's IAP Week 08 Day 01, 5 more weeks den I'll be waiting for graduation..

It has been a slacking all day long attachment, nv been seriously given tasks at all..

Maybe they just keen to hire intent to clear all their "poops"

Since I cleared them, den they just leave me aside..

I shall act busy infront of the boss, since I'm really busy surfin' net..

I failed my mission over and over again, to show my VERY KEEN to receive work "FACE"

to my supervisor, but then all he did was to keep himself busy..

"Bo chup" me, or else telling me his TOO BUSY to give me work..

I only can give myself a "WTF FACE", den cont keep myself busy..

**** My 12-week Industrial Attachment Programme ****

I was once heard I would be posting to XXX comp @ Suntec, $650 per month..

Many intents in the company, accompany with ur frenz too~!!

Work over dere would be 1000% tougher than my current one..

BUT the prospect high for my future..

One straight bus to workplace, near ARCADE n other city area..

**** COMPARE ****

Current company @ UBI, a place I dun even noe b4 I came here, $480 per month..

One intent in the company only, which is ME~!!

Work over here would be NEGATIVE 1000% easy than many others..

Super slack, that I dun find any prospect over here for my future..

One hour sharp train ride to workplace, location with LOADS of makan place..

It's near to Suntec, Bishan, Serangoon, or furthest Dhoby Ghaut.. Since it's YELLOW LINE..

**** EVALUATION ****

So what do you think? Which working environment suits you fine?

Actually I dunno which to choose too, I just follow what I been given only..

Oh yea, I left out the job scope.. Nvm, just dun regard abt the job scope..

Pick your choice.. =DD

If you are keen to answer, drop me an email @ thuntoldsecrets@gmail.com..

Leave ur name, choice, and your reason why?

Anyway, this is my new unused email.. Just wanna stack some email in it.. =DD

- - - - -

Ho seh, did my CNY shopping already..

Bought myself 1 long pants & 2 short pants.. =PP

Woo.. Sunday gonna collect the altered long pants..

I realised I been whined by my frenz saying about my pants..

I'm just too lazy & dunno what to buy for pants..

ALLLLLLLLLLL, I mean ALLLLLL the pants I had not bought by me..

It's from my mother years back, I nv been buying it at all..

Like Yan Ren said, why my long formal/non-formal pants so short one..

It's just because my mother altered KNS.. LOLOLS..

I nv been saying this until NOW.. BWAHAHAHA~!

So I hope I can trust the shop to alter it swee swee.. =PPP

Den I'll visit & shop dere more often next time.. Okay?

Left one of the Ben Sherman tee for CNY..

The grey colour one I hvn been wearing since I bought it @ Nov.. LOLS..

Maybe getting 1 or 2 more TEE & POLO each bahs..

I wan to enjoy life right now.. =DDDDDDDDDDD

- - - - -

2nd part...

There's quite afew things for me to plan sia..

1. Army usage handphone,

2. Terminating/downgrade IPhone plan @ Nov..

3. Overseas trip before army enrolment..

4. STILL THINKING.. =P

Aww, suddenly lost my ideasssss on what to write alrdy..

Imma just came back from lunch..ZZZZZZZ

2011-01-02T17:51:00.001+08:00

Now she's nt here, who am I depending on giving me moral support, cheer me up, take care of me..

She's one in the million, giving the feeling I yearn for..

But still, she wasn't the one who wanna walk thru with me..

2011-01-02T00:19:00.003+08:00

2/1/2011 - 12.21AM

It's suppose to be 'our' second day anniversary,

but seems even the first second hvn even started..

I had a hard time deciding, shud I tell her anot,

&& finally I set a internet SMS @ 2pm to her str8,

cause I dun wan last min back out from telling her..

Anyway, by the time I noticed..

I was been removed from Twit & blocked from MSN..

To me, it's okay for me.. Cause it's suppose to be natural reaction..

I was still thinking, is she keeping me in suspend?

Thinking if she didn't reply, maybe I do have the chance of getting a 'YES'..

Dere only left with one thing she didn't remove me from....

&& I know the reason why, and tat's my only chance too..

Dere was like so many chances of confess to her in person,

at least 5 times.. BUT I missed them all..

1. JP, didn't manage to meet..

- - I went to JP, just wanna catch up with her..

- - Aww, in the end she wldn't come to find me..

2. JE, I was rushing last train, she still at elsewhr..

- - Just wanna pass to her the x'mas gift

- - She still hvn reach JE, when my direction last train alrdy

3. VC, had a great surprise for her, but wasn't perfect..

- - I tricked her to fall for my surprise.. So sweet, best surprise I wld say..

- - My colleague intro to me the Royce Chocolate, and I tot of buying her one..

- - I started to ask if she loves it anot, OH YESH~! BINGO~!

- - Den I tricked her that I wld email her the Choco, of cos she wld give 'sian' face..

- - I went to da Suntec to grab hold of the Royce Chocolate, Champagne..

- - Went to find her @ where she told me to..

- - Reached lo, SMS her to receive the SURPRISE~!

- - She called, and told me she's shopping alrdy.. AWW~!

- - Tat's was my so-called perfect plan.. HAHAHAHA..

- - But den she was like shopping wif her colleagues, and so I left..

4. AR, met her she was rushing off for an event..

- - Actually wanna meet her out for lunch, but she gt prob coming out..

- - She den told me to leave, since she gt events afterwards..

- - I insisted to wait for her, and spend the whole afternoon touring Queensway..

- - I went to IKEA & found this perfect photo frame.. =DD

- - I promised myself, if we'll tgt.. I'll sure get this, 2 days later @ 4/1/2011..

- - Finally saw her && passed her the pressiez.. =DD

- - Before I could catch another glimpse of her, we're go diff directions alrdy..

5. ??, she having lunch wif others..

- - Before she would receive the SMS, I alrdy ask her for lunch..

- - Suppose I shud spend the day with her watching fireworks, maybe..

Get urself cheerful with da Eeyore..
Get drunk by the Royce Champagne..
Get sweeten by the Fuji Apple..
Get well with da "Tokuhon" sticker..

Do you know why I like her?

It's all the care that she ever gave me..

When I was down, when I was sick, when I was acting to be fine..

She was dere for me; to cheer me up, to comfort me, to stop me from playing..

I really appreciate it, that was the feeling I been yearning for..

Our first meeting is like a miracle, when afew of them started to disturb me..

It's the first time I noticed her then.. =DD

I'm sorry cause I did some wrong thing, but that was when I know her better too,

thru those MSN chatting..

Just that I felt that we are as mature, our character may clash.. =((

BUT before I knew it, it's her caring change my opinion of her..

I started to like her since then, when she still tease me with other.. =DD

My colleague still ask me I have GF anot, I told them nah..

Den they said, whose that girl @ my IPhone wallpaper, PHOTOSHOP??

Of cos I said NO~! Den I explained to them, she's the one I'm looking for.. =D

My sup still wished me luck of getting her as my gf on da New Year Eve greeting..

I really hope, you 'll be my girl.. Je T'aime~!

Cheekit @ 2/1/2011 _ 1.11AM

2010-12-07T11:04:00.002+08:00

Trip to Beijing OIPP was no fun at all,
this is to answer at least 20 ppl asking me the same question.. =DD
The reason is because I still gt my FYP to do.. HAHAHAHAHA..

It's nice knowing the BITC_Hes, they are so fun-loving & caring yoz..
Madness of all, ADAM~!
Caring of all, SHAN & SHYAN~!
Craziness of all, LEON & XING~!
Bargain king of all, LIANG~!
Laziness of all, TIANFU~!
Unglam of all, JASLYN~!
Sickness of all, EILEEN~!
Shopping queen of all, JASLYN~!
Nursing of all, MAG~!
Quiet of all, LONGYUAN~!
&& others~! Just that dunno wad to describe.. LOLS
- - - - -
My FYP finally ended on Sunday, when I was chionging my lastmin AES & report..
Just do it, just hand in, just end it lo.. =DD

&& here I am, attachment @ UBI..
am intern wif da GlobalRoam, Solution company they called?
I'm the one doing the testing of services they provided..
BUT I haven officially started my work,
since my supervisor still nt here && it's 11.17am alrdy..
I suppose he won't be here b4 my lunchbreak..
Been surfing Facebook, Twitter, MSN & blogspot for almost 2 hours alrdy.. =DD

2010-10-20T21:35:00.001+08:00

BEIJING says HI to you~! =DD

2010-10-04T17:19:00.002+08:00

Am very disappointing with Windows 7 Phone development..

Been browsing through ALOT ALOT of tutorials/source code

in the net, but just a VERY SMALL step towards the development..

The reasons being, older development cannot suit newer VS2010..

The OLD I meant is like 8 months lesser kind, not 10 years ago.. RAWR~!

Microsoft promoting the Windows 7 phone programming,

like no changes at all, easy for older developer..

BUT for us, the newer genereation.. I find it HARD to start..

No programming book, "old" that cannot be used to emulate out..

Thurs attending Project Nimbus discussion @ NUS,

about the integration of their products with Win 7 Phone..

This is like my ONLY hope for my Final Year Project.. =((

Am still hunting for GOODIE that I can proceed my proj faster than ever..

I need workable source code outta dere to generate my idea for the project..

Any kind souls please guide me through.. =DD

Or hope Programming book launch tomorrow, or even NOW.. HAHAH

BUT, may still consider to fork out the money to buy or not.. =DD

- - - - -

Next FRIDAY shall wrap up my phase 1 for da project..

Hope it'll proceed well for this 2 weeks time.. JIA YOU~!

2010-10-04T05:43:00.002+08:00

There's quite alot of stuffs to do for my FYP,

before I'm leaving for BEIJING OIPP trip..

I hope this two weeks I can clear alot of the trival stuffs lo..

This Thursday, I'll be attending Nimbus talk @ NUS wif Liang..

Cause I want to implement it into my project.. =DD

I'll need to explore for more ideas, since library/store not having

any books on Windows 7 phone programming..

DAMN SAD~! =((

2010-09-30T03:23:00.002+08:00

Welcome back to da DEAD blog.. =DD

Was like slacking at home for my whole holiday,

that I dun feel like blogging them..

Cause it's just all the same old things I do.. HAHAH

Started my semester on da 13 sept', for my Final Year Project..

I'm assigned to S.442, those who want to find me..

Please do so~! HAHAHAH..

Just too boring, to stare at the laptop screen from morning til evening..

It's 3rd week of FYP right now && I just started doing it the day before~!

My 4th & 5th week are the most crucial part,

cause I need to rush && to ensure that my project 'll be workable,

those planning & stuffs lo..

"Gantt Chart", Project Poster, Tutorials, Labs, Researches..

- - - - -

I was once depressed, for my group ideas been rejected over & over again..

I was den SMILE, when once our idea was accepted..

BUT once this situation repeated over again,

it looks meaningless doing FYP already..

Cause I already wasted my first 2 weeks of FYP already.. =((

It's was Liling's 21st b'day @ 19sept' && she invited me to her b'day chalet..

I really dunno what to buy, what shud I buy.. All those thinking.....

Bear? Flowers? && many others...

BUT I thought about it, she's 21 & I still buy all these to her..

Like abit wierd leh, but I really dunno what to buy den..

In the end, I bought a Choco Sponge cake for her, forgotten the name.. =DD

HAHAHA, I very good de hor.. Help out buy drink, help out some set up..

Just too bad, dunno most of the people dere..

Or else, it would be quite a fun day.. =DDDDD

Will be having a army check up to be scheduled

from oct to 20 oct.. Right before my trip to Beijing..

Shall find one good day to pon FYP with the others.. HOHOHO~!

Together maybe go somewhere to shop for the trip too.. =DD

It's 3.40am right now, waiting arrival of 6am den I shall go school lo..

Hope to complete all the tutorials available in the net.. =DD

Den I shall find somemore outside the site I using..

Planning to integrate more things to make my project more complete..

&& it's time to do the project poster too.. =DD

Will start doing poster, once my sup stop rejecting her own idea again.. LOLS

Forgotten to mention, just gotten back my semester results.. =DD

To my excitement, the MAD & TPP madness were over month ago..

To my impression, either I would FAIL them or getting D for both modules..

To my surprise, I got B+ for both of them.. SHOCKNESS && SHOIKNESS~!

- - - - -

Even more surprise I had, my comm skills gt A.. BWAHAHAHA~!

- - - - -

To my expectation, shud get A for Web 2.0, JED && dist for OSWSD..

I gotten them all~! PHEW~! Surprise from the MAD/TPP/CS, ENOUGH~!

=DDDDDDDDDD

- - - - -

Once last sem started, I been looking down on myself..

GPA sure drop, confirm one.. BUT luckily never, still up by 0.4..

Really not I say say nia, it's just because of MAD && TPP..

MAD paper like flucked, TPP presentation like........

That day, my MAD lecturer saw me in the lift with other lecturers..

He told me that he will be seeing me again for his module..

It's hard to take it as a joke, cause he always give that SERIOUS face

when he told me this.. STRESS-shiet~! STUNNED~! =((

BUT I replied, I dun wanna see him again.. =DDD

GPA huat huat huat~! Huat arh~!

3.32, 3.46, 3.5X, 3.62, 3.66, ???

In hoping, my GPA go up all the way, I shall buck up for my FYP lo.. =DD

- - - - -

Downloaded Yu Gi Oh tagforce 5..

I saw some review, was like so much different from the past one.. =DD

I still not sure is dere any D-Wheel battle, I want it sio.. FUN~!

Still keeping lookout for the Earthbound Gods & Tri Polar Gods..

Quite a surprise that MANY main char trump cards are available.. =DD

Shall start playing soon.. HOHOH~! =D

2010-09-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

1 more weeks of HOLIDAY~!

Been slacking @ home for 3 weeks of my unofficial holiday..

Killing off time by the SYOG helpout,

my two nieces b'day celebration,

my both sis de job/SIM grad..

ELSE I been rotting at home..................

Around 50 days more til I going Beijing..

2010-08-26T02:26:00.001+08:00

Can you hear my emotions whispering to ya?
- - - - -
Past ONE week was occupied by YOG helpout and my nieces b'day.. Finally kinda able to enjoy my holiday, BUT my hybrid concession ending this Saturday I suppose..

Thur- accompany my elder sis for job interview @ Raffles Place cause her leg injured so need me along.. Jus wish her luck den treat me lunch.. Kekee..

Fri- accompany my family to my second sis graduation @ SIM.. So troubled of wad to wear leh.. I even went to Bugis Street ytd evening to get myself a new pair of jeans and shoes.. Didn't found my ideal clothing.. Sad..
- - - - -
Finally caught up with Priscilla mei at her workplace on Tues night.. Been months never meet le bahs.. Since I was too busy wif school stuffs..

Bought dinner n bbt for da busy girl, den listen to her stuffs && send her home peacefully.. Keke..
- - - - -
How should I spend my remaining holiday? When I don't even know when it ends..

What to write into my long list of what to buy during OIPP trip..

Less than a month ish Mickey's 21st b'day.. What shud I buy for her?? Hahaha.. Broke... =((

Class chalet??

Work??

Blogskin??

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2010-08-18T20:58:00.002+08:00

i'm strong because i know my weakness.

i'm alive because i'm a fighter.

i'm wise because i've been foolish.

i laugh because i've known sadness.

-quoted from SHREK FIONA

2010-08-17T03:12:00.001+08:00

My volunteering work with SYOG had finally over!! 5 days of 3.30pm to 12.00am or even earlier most of the days.. Wasn't much disappointed over the food, after I saw the news on net.. I shud be pleased alrdy.. =$$

Rejected to stay on with the volunteer to do the TV graphics, cause I want my holiday.. May reconsider if I done my proj soon.. =DD

Finally can enjoy my holiday right now, leaving JED report to be done over this two days..
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I suppose I'm alright now..

2 more months to Beijing OIPP..

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2010-08-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

Today is the day to chiong JED~!

I'm still pretty stuck with javabean.. =((

RAWR~!!!!!

2010-08-07T11:59:00.000+08:00

the so-called last time I seeing her..
the last time sitting beside her..
the last time chatting with each other..
the other time is the last time we had lunch together..
the last time seeing her smile..
the last time seeing her wearing unprofessional formal clothing..
the last time I wanna help her with the proj, but nv wanna be the lightbulb..

&& the first time seeing her bf, n he said he found me familiar too..
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the end of my memories of her being::

careless, when she proclaimed that she do work very careful one..

lazy, times after times playing Bejeweled during lessons..

cheerful, any wierd wierd things oso can make her laugh like crazy.. Hahah

siao siao, she likes to use this phrase to proof people wrong..

hurhurhur, her past favourite phrase.. damn cute.. Lols..
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This holiday is a good time for me to forget about her, as in just remain as NORMAL friend.. Her attachment and my FYP are like fated..
I may just worry about her attachment when she may need alot of helps..
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In the end, the ripest of the ripest time cannot be reached since you already hold onto the other pair of hands..

- LIFE GOES ON, CHEEKIT @ Blogpress

2010-08-05T10:21:00.000+08:00

Love isn't finding a perfect person.

It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly

--quoted from Audrey zhu' FB =DD

2010-08-04T11:20:00.000+08:00

Yesh!! Few more days to go..
MAD common test on Thurs..
TPP presentation on Sat..
JED proj on Next Wed..
That's all to wrap up this sem.. =D

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2010-08-03T20:52:00.001+08:00

JED is super not funny,
trying hard to replan the project..
Chiong arh~!!
Tml gg for TPP lesson only..
Dun feel like gg, but still have to go..
4 more days of school hell.. Keke..

Mon & Tue is National Day/Post
Wed hand in JED,
den 12 to 16 YOG helpout..
Happy Holiday, preparing FYP and luggage to Beijing OIPP..

Shall start typing the letters to my dearest friends, you would know why if you read my month ago posting.. =DD
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On my way home from Buangkok MRT.. Zzz..

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2010-08-03T03:22:00.001+08:00

I trusted you have made the right decision, and I shall learn to let go. The bonds we made, ain't just gonna break just like that.

Since the day I started to help you, not because I like you. It was like seeing you lonely in class, so I wanna come in pei you thru the sem. Maybe help you make some friends from the class too.

Dunno if I shud blame myself anot, helping to make friends for you lessen our time together. Hahahhaa.

We did promise each other to help one another thru the studies this sem. So I been digging out my time, focusing on her stuffs. Every help I gave shall pull her grades up bit by bit. BUT, have you helped me? Til now, I den mention it to you indirectly. Cause I never ever mention it infront of you. It's just the others been concerning me, even though I spill no word out liking you.

The ripest time haven reach yet, there was like so much I wanna tell you. I been murmurring when I'm near you, saying my last words before I shall move on with my life.
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Kinda sad when surname are the same, just afraid we are related relatives. Kinda relieve that our surname ain't the same at all as I gt the 'chance'. Hahahahah

Last Time I Shall Say: LULU RAWR~
You will understand when you see this,
just keep it ourselves and those who knows, from now onwards I and her are just Normal Friends.. =DD right? Xiaomeiimeii..

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2010-08-02T13:21:00.001+08:00

Love isn't finding a perfect person.

It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly

--quoted: Aud zhu' FB =DD

2010-07-30T22:24:00.003+08:00

Both of us lost our way to each other, in the maze..

I knew it gonna to happen from the beginning,

although I spend my time, bit by bit to find your traces..

I think 1 or 2 months ago, I already knew who you gg to stead..

Though you been hiding it since then..

My past post said that I'll give the 4 months grace,

but 1 month plus had gone by && ya tgt alrdy..

My sensitivity was right after all,

just that I chose to believe in you..

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To others I'm silly in devoting to her, help her XXX times

although I'm not much appreciated..

BUT maybe one or two know the truth, not all..

That's I just wanna pave her future brighter,

with me or w'out me along together..

Just that of course I'm hurt, even though

I already know it's going to be like that..

I already succeeded my mission, I shall move on w'out you..

Lemme put a fullstop then..

Lemme emo for da time being bahs..

Those that I lose my temper on, I'm sorry..

It just that I need to vent out some of it.. =$

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This is how I express myself to you ::